I was a little timid at first as I hadn't held a taser in a long time, but I found it comfortable in the hand which gave me confidence that I could protect myself! I can't always count on my fiancé to be there 24/7, you know? ! ? I like that it has a really nice safety lock area so you don't accidentally turn the shock on yourself lol Anyway, I want to buy another one for my fiancé for Christmas.